Just another Journal

Hmm. Normally I decide on a name for the entry a few seconds after opening the page. But not today, I had to think really hard... but nothing. I guess its just meant to be that this post is to be forever un-named.

Yesterday the weather was nasty so me and my cousin didnt go out. I just stayed home and watched 7 movies in sucession and enjoyed a bit of comfort food. It was better today so we went out today instead. We walked to the Plantation and got an ice-cream then headed off to the pharmacy. There we went awol with the makeup testers. :* It was quite unexpected, and quite unlike me to be so keen with makeup. I guess I was just in a creative mood?

We went to Paperplus next and spent my cousins voucher on an awesome book of truth and dares. :D We went to the $2 shop and got matching bling and loads of fake tattoos > $ then we got lunch from the supermarket, the roast shop and Maccy D's. Greedy much? It was great.
I forced her to catch the bus back to my place where we played Truth or Dare and really got creative with the Tattoos. The Truth and Dares were amazing! I think imma have to buy that book too!

Hey. I dont normaly write everyday but Im lonely and I thought Id get a little company on my own blog. 0.o (and everyone thought I couldnt get any sadder =3)
Today has been we-id. I miss Foo!!!!!!!!!!!! Its so cute, she thinks she doesnt speak normally, and she does to me, She says weird (weard) as weird (we-id) :O Please come home now darling. Im not shutting up about you and everyone is getting sick of me. (Not that they wouldnt anyway)
Im back from my little tangent now. No need to worry.

I went to butterly creek with my family, It was really cool. There were lots of butterflies. Shocking I know.... and I met the most terrifying scarecrow in my life. I screamed and fully fell over into the mud, not good when trying to uphold my gangster status in South Auckland. I mean surely there is a limit to how scary a scarecrow can be? It was horrible. So big and well....looming.
They had a good cafe there but we went hunting for a KFC, we went all over auckland for an hour and a half til we found one. I got a Zinger burger (zinger-zinger burger) and a piece of the nicest cheesecake. Yummeh.

When we finally got home I had half an hour before I had to work :) Im back now (If it wasnt obvious.) Tomorrow Imma go into *suburb* with my cousin. We will have a super time and buy lots of junk. Ill have to tell you all about it 2m arvo. Bye! Im not feeling quite so alone now, thanks everyone... 0-o

I feel like listening to loud high pitched songs from the veronicas tonight. Something is wrong with me. No sarcastic comments required thankyou.

Well. I actually have nothing to write. Well nothing you would understand anyway, nevermind. This blogs for me not you so I will write exactly what I want.

Well I went on neo this morning and the N6As only cost about 5mil! I hung around the AC being a bit 1337 n00b, trying to svck up to the lenders. Lina kept on giving my stuff away, well telling people Id lend them anyway, mainly my PDAs, my NP and my SP for the SDA. KI won the ACIV, 2nd SK and 3rd LD. A bit disappointing really, I wish I didnt betray KI for RI. We came 9th. whoops. Anyway, so eventually I found a nice girl to lend me ADAM. I spent alot of time with Le on her ITTPD LB. I gave most of her peeps the PDA's which seemed to help them get ITTPD faster. I pooled bout 2.2mil-k and gave it to Le for a very risky lend. Im so glad its over and so glad I wasnt scammed. Now I got ADAM my cheap-exy AvC is complete. Only ones I need now are MSPP and SuAP! But thats really impossible for me to get. Yeah. My day ^.^

A very good friend of mine told me she thinks Im way to hard on myself here. I just thought Id make a point of saying that I am quite happy, and this blog will contain much exaggeration and attempted sarcasm so nothing should be taken too serially.

Today is day 8 of living without Foo and finally am I easing up on being miserable. Im feeling happier today, not just cos its sunny and I got my first pay $$. Havent really done much seeing everyone was busy so I dyed my hair a dark reddy-purpley colour. Its really quite strange. You can never really tell what colour it really is as it seems to change from different angles. Tomorrow Im going to go and see Transformers with my little brother XD Aww. I guess well get some food after and Ill end up buying him (and me of course) plenty of fake tattoos.
I dont think Ill write here tomorrow. I wont have much good to say. I never really have anything good to write here. I guess thats it for now.

Count downs:
1 Day- Til I reach level 7 on mybrute, Til the Altador Cup Final!
3 Days- Til Im deemed to be myself
8 Days- HP6 COMES OUT!!!
9 Days- Til I see Martha
12 Days- Til School Starts again.
18 Days- Until Foo gets back
20 Days- I see Foo

I have sore feet, Ive been standing for the past 6 hours. Its insane.
Carmel day has been posted on Youtube. Oh joy!
Humiliation, meet world.
Im sure Ill get over it... eventually.
Im reading a book called jaws, its really depressing, this whopping (haha, whopping) great shark is eating everyone and the book is now running low on enough nutritious characters to keep the story going. Its the holidays and I havent planned to do anything with anyone yet, I guess Ill be spontaneous and decide on the day. Ive never been one of them planning type. Life is so much more interesting when you dont plan, unless you dont plan to plan anything. 0.o

Im dying, just of the usual, boredom, embarrassment, swine, loneliness ect.
Ill just pretend I enjoy being alone.
Slimey little introvert I am.

Aaaaah! Its over. What a nasty day. Today was a genocide of all days.
The Mass was quite good, in the respect that everyone who attended is still currently living, and if their not, it has nothing to do with me. The only thing that seemed to astound them about my participation was this dispicable posture of mine of which was imitated by Lina for about 10 minutes after. Apparently I also had the tag of my jumper hanging out. Well Whoop-de-doo (yes that is as much fun to write as it is to say). Carmel Day was just one massive embarrassment and I got alot of teasing because of it. Everyone was telling me what a fantastic man I would make and I was getting hugs and kisses from everyone. And I also had a conversation that tops my list of awkward conversations.

Situation: Me and Sarah backstage
Sarah: You look good in a suit, If you were a guy I would date you.
Me: Uh. If I was a guy Id probably date you too.
Sarah: Uh... Thanks.
Me: This is all hypothetical of course...
Then it just got too awkward so we just looked in different directions and left.

Work was better than I thought it would be. I spent another 10 on chocolate today, Foo hates it when I spend money on her, she will be laughing right now thinking about how much money Ive saved while shes been away but that not the case at all. She should come back now, she doesnt understand. Its cheaper to buy Foo food than to fulfil the withdrawal symptoms I get from missing her. :(

Four conclusions: I fail at life, I want Foo back, I thrive on embarrassment, and theres no doubt about it.... but I look damn fly in a suit.

Well. Its Carmel Day tomorrow and I have somehow managed to get myself into another serious situation of psychological harm and self humiliation. Its funny how I am prone to embarrassment and always find myself screwing up and doing lame things in front of the entire school. Uh. What can I say? Charisma?

At least its the last day of school, you know, give everyone a few weeks to forget about it until I dare to face them next term. The morning will start off with a nice Mass in which I will be carrying a basket full of cans up the aisle. I know. Im going to trip. The cans will fly. Onto the Year 8's. Yeah. My bad. Then I have to dress up in a suit, flippers, sarong and inflatable swimming ring and attemp to dance before walking my form teacher down the aisle and staring romantically into her eyes. 0.o I love my life.

I havent written here for a few days. I didnt forget. Just really had nothing to say. Still have nothing really to say. I am missing Foo so bad. I swear she gives me withdrawral symptoms, mostly involving me eating more chocolate than normal (4 blocks today) That means I owe Ley $10 now. Lame. I want her back. :( Now.